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Someone’s watching over you (part 5: the final)
Alex shouted Amie’s name as “Dear Dear”. Isn’t it Sweet? Amie was keyed up of going out with Alex. This is the first time that Amie having a date with a guy. She usually goes out only to the supermarket to buy groceries and have a cut and thrust with the seller. She wear unadorned, a simple white T-shirt with words “I’m Not a Virgin” on it. On the bottom part, she wears a blue long jean with no special design on it. But this time, she is going out with the one she love. What should she wear so that she gives a good impression to Alex? Amie rummaged through her wardrobe to find any suitable clothes for herself. Disappointing that she couldn’t find any which suit her best.
.
She sat down frustrated in front of her old-yellowish computer to play some songs. She saw the song, “Someone’s watching over you” sang by Hilary Duff.
“I’m not longer watching Alex from the corner. I am with him now, I can touch him, see him, talk with him and even hug him whenever I want! “She thought
A cleared memory flashed back into her mind. Amie suddenly remembered the time that she has to hide somewhere to watch over Alex cautiously. She was so gay that she could be in love Alex. After that, she switched to other types of songs. She had founded “Womanizer” by Britney Spears. The name of the songs scared her. Was Alex a type of ‘Womanizer’? Oh GOD! She didn’t want to continue thinking and quickly jumped to her bed and have a beauty sleep.
“The” Sunday came. The most meaningful Sunday to her. Going out with a cute guy, she never ever expect before. Alex called Amie to meet him at the front door of the Mall. Amie arrived the shopping mall 2 hours earlier because she afraid that she would arrive late.
* After 2 Hours~ *
It’s 12 noon the time which she actually only reach the mall. She waited and waited but did not see Alex. She saw a muscular man walking towards her! Would he be Alex?! When the guy comes near Amie, another disappointment, this guy was not her lover, Alex. The fact is that the man still comes near Amie, he hand over a small piece of paper and some money to Amie.
“Amie, Alex here. I am really sorry that I couldn’t come to meet you. I have already promised to attend a party held by my friends today so I cannot meet you today. I hoped you don’t mind. Here is some money as compensate; you can use it to buy anything you want. Don’t get back home late! HAHA! BYE!” Words were written on the paper.
Amie’s heart broken. She couldn’t believe that the things that she was worrying about had happened. Alex was just playing her. Tears fulfill her eyes and flown out. Why would a perfect guy like her? This kept coming to her mind. She couldn’t do anything but cried. She knew that all of these were her destiny. Played by a man, Hatred by the environment, all of these. Poor Amie…
She did what Alex told her to do. Use the money given by him to buy thing and use the remaining money to go home. When she took the bus,
“Little girl, where are you going”
“Going to XXX high road thanks.”
The bus was totally empty. No even one ant can be seen on the bus. She chose the back seat. The atmosphere was saturated with Amie’s crying sound. She cried hardly. She cried again for Alex. Maybe she shouldn’t have fallen in love with Alex so that she would not have been cried so much for him.
The bus stopped in front of a big building. But that was not the destination she wanted to go. The bus stopped at her high school.
“Excuse, sir, I have told you that where I want to go, not here.”
“I’m sorry”
“It’s ok. So, can you please drive to XXX high road now?”
“I’m sorry Miss. Your money is only enough to reach here. So, you have to pay
another amount. “
“What the F*CK! IT’S YOUR FAULT! AND YOU EXPECT ME TO PAY MORE AGAIN!!! WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE!” Amie scolded with her dictatorial voice.
“I’m Sorry, Miss… But you really have to……”
“FINE! I WILL WALK BACK HOME MYSELF!”
Amie got out of the bus very quickly. This poor bus driver had suffered a lot from Amie scolding. This is the first time Amie has been so angry! Amie walked into her school. She felt like going into the school to relive her unhappy mood. Amie came to the place where Alex always walked by. She even touched the ground because she thought that she would still have a connection with Alex through this. She turned herself to the direction of the corridor where she always watches Alex.
“EH? What is that thing at the corridor which I used to stand?” said Amie curiously.
She suddenly took a clear look at the things that she saw. She couldn’t believe what she had seen. She saw huge white poster with “AMIE, I ALWAYS LOVE YOU” written on it. She cried again. Next, she turned her body to the back because she heard that the ring tone again “Someone’s watching over you”. IT’S ALEX!!!! He had a bouquet of flower with him.
“I LOVE YOU AMIE!” shouted Alex.
Amie was so happy. So happy that all of things were not real but a surprise for her. Both of them were ready to run towards each other and hug each other. Suddenly…
“BEEEEP!!!!!”
A car crushed Alex while he was running towards Amie.
“AAAAAA!!! ALEX!!!!”
Amie ran towards Alex quickly.
“Alex!!!! ARE YOU OKK!!!”
“Amie, you have to know that I truly love you. I’m not playing you. I’m sorry for reading your diary without your permission. ” Alex said deadly.
“ It doesn’t matter anymore Alex!!! I’ll call the ambulance now!”
“It’s useless, Amie. I’m not going to have a chance to be saved. I Love you… (sigh)… Byee…” Alex said while he passed away.
“AL-A-ALEX!!!!! ARH!!!!(crying and shout)”
Alex was dead. Amie didn’t want to accept this. It’s all her fault. If she didn’t record all of that inside her diary, this wouldn’t be happened. A cold body was inside her hug. She didn’t want to let Alex go. She loved Alex so much. Why had this have to happen to her.
“HELP!!!! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!!”Amie cried.
After that, the ambulance brought Alex away and coldly left the poor Amie alone there. This place used to be the road that Alex walked pass every morning. Now, he’s gone. He would never be back again. Amie suddenly saw the bouquet of flower that Alex brought. She walked towards it. She found a letter inside…
“ Amie, I know that you will read this when you’re home. There is something that I just couldn’t say to you face to face, because it will make me very embarrassed. HA-HA! I wanna tell you that I’ve read your diary. I’m sorry to read it without your permission. I discovered that you are afraid that I’m just playing. NO! I wanna tell you that, NO! This is the purpose that I write this letter for you. I wanna tell you that I love you more than anyone. Maybe you can’t believe it by just saying in words. That’s why I summoned you to this place. The place that we both watch over each other everyday. I wanna prove to you that I really, truly love you from deep in my heart (embarrassing). I wish you can understand. No matter what happens in front of us, You must always remember that I will watch over you anywhere. I Love You, Amie…”
Amie cried again when she read the letter. She re-read the letter. She read carefully every single word written by Alex. His writing, the way he wrote the letter. Amie smile, because she knew that Alex was not gone. He would be at somewhere watching over her. Amie played the song, “ Someone’s watching over you”. While listening to the song, she closed her eyes and thought about Alex. She will always remember that Alex, the one who always truly love her, was watching over her…
The End
Someone’s watching over you.(part 4)
WOW! It looked like the quiet little Amie got a boyfriend! Amie and Alex, this couple, would everyone accept that they were couple? I think the first one who would say NO would be the Mary. Although they’re couple now, but did Amie feel safe about it? Was Alex truly love him or he was just playing this little Amie?
“ GOD! Me and Alex are couple now!!! OOH!!! But… Does him really love him?”
It looked like Amie felt like this too. This is the worst part. She just fell in love with the one that she likes, but she felt like this. Amie recorded this Inside her diary again. She just didn’t feel right to that.
The next day, Amie saw Mary with her gang in the corridor.
“It’s Amie!”one of her gang shouted out
“Don’t care about her” Mary said and walked away
Amie thought, “ HOHO! Mary, I can’t believe that you’ll have this day that you talk to me like this.” At the meantime, she saw Alex! What should she do now? But she was so nervous when she saw Alex! Should she just hide somewhere and looked at him as usual? WAIT!!! She should feel confidence and greet with Alex at this moment! Amie didn’t do anything and stand at the corridor watching her lover walking. She felt so happy that she could reach this kind of relationship with Alex. She felt like wanna eat Alex up. This is kinda gross. Suddenly, Alex looked at Amie! Amie was extremely nervous! Alex smiled with her. She felt like a chocolate melting because of too sweet.
“Do all girls feel like this same as me?” she thought
The first time that Amie had love. Just only a smile from him, she was like jumping from the mouth of the volcano. She was still laughing like a mental girl while Alex was walking away. She wiped her saliva flow out from her mouth and quickly went back to her own class.
Amie still was thinking about Alex. Thinking how he walked away, how he smiled at her and whatever all the things on her body.
“AMIE! WHAT ARE YOU DOING! ARE YOU OK?” her teacher asked which waked her up from the dreamland with many Alex.
“OH! Sir, sir, its nothing.” said Amie nervously
“You better be. I don’t want others to think that my lessons make you bored till’ all your saliva flow out of your mouth. Ok Class!(walking away)” said the teacher.
This is worst. Amie missed Alex ‘till these conditions. Is this all the girls do when they fall in love? In the following periods, Amie still performed the same kind of conditions. All the people walked pass thought that she must be infected by some kind of crazy disease. But the thinking came back again to her mind. Does Alex really like Amie? She then went ‘down’ again.
“ wednesday, 30th June 2009, Weather: Same
Today is another fine day. But, a little bit special because I saw Alex. but… There’s a problems which made me suffered a lots. It is, Does Alex really, truly like me? I know I’m not supposed to think like this! Just, the feeling won’t go away. I just didn’t feel safe about him. I’m sorry, Alex.” This is the diary written by Amie.
One day, Alex suddenly called Amie.
“Do you wanna go out this Sunday?”
“ Umm… That’s Great! but, bur… Who’s going?”
“Only both of us”
“Really?! Umm… ermm….”
“Or do you want someone else to interrupt us?(laugh)”
“NONOONO!! Umm… Just both of us…(embarrassingly)”
“OkOK. Ha-ha. See you there!
Dear Dear!”
What did Alex said? D…DEAR DEAR!!!
Labels: Love Story
Someone's Watching Over You(Part 3)
“What did you say? Idiotic Amie? Duh~” the bitchy appeared again.
The next second, Amie ran away until she didn’t know which direction she was running to. Everyone was laughing at her, including Alex? The person that she care so much about? She didn’t want this to happen! Amie came to a place near her school canteen where people seldom go there. The phone rang. She accepted the call.
“Who’s there? (Angrily)”
“It’s mum.”
“Why you call? You made me… made me…”
“I’m sorry dear. I just wanna check if you are ok in the funfair”
“….?”
“So, are you ok?”
“-_-“I AM FINE!!!!” after saying there, she said bye to her mom.
“And I won’t give up, and I won’t break down.(the song lyrics)”
“STOP CALLING ME!! MUM!!” she answers with frustration when she heard her ring tone played again.
EH? Amie thought she had answered the call, but why the ring tone still ringing? It was not her phone. She discovered that the ring tone came from her back. When she turned back… IT’S ALEX! Amie quickly wiped off her tears. She didn’t want Alex to see her in this kind of condition. After that, she decided to escape from that place.
“Wait, don’t go” said Alex.
Alex calling her! Did he want to do something to Amie? Or he want to tell Amie more that how he felt disgust about her? Want to make joke on her?? OH NO! Poor Amie.
“Huh?”
“I want to tell and ask you something…”
OMG! It looks like Alex was going to tell Amie something! Amie moistures her lips, feeling afraid and wondering what would Alex tell her.
“Why are you trying to escape when you saw me?” asked Alex
“Huh? I thought you’re the one who don’t like to see me? You always feel disgust when you see me. If it’s like that, I think I better don’t appear in front of you again maybe that will be better for you and me…”
Alex sighed.
“…” Amie didn’t know what to say next. She felt extremely nervous because this is first time that she conversed with Alex.
“You’re totally wrong!” said Alex.
“W-What?”
“I don’t feel disgust to see you. You had misunderstanding.”
“Then why your face always turns disgust when you see me?” asked Amie curiously.
“NO… The one who let me feel disgust is Mary. She always do something that make me feel shame such as always greet with me like a crazy girl, tell everyone that I was dating with her. Gosh… I felt like vomiting. Just now, you thought that I feel disgust to see you but actually it was Mary who was at that back of you. Why I want to feel disgust when I see you?”
Amie’s eyes were watery. She couldn’t believe. Alex was standing in front of her and talked to her. She never thought that this would happen to her. IT IS JUST LIKE A MIRACLE.
“I always see you looking at me at the corridor of your school. You’re totally different compared to other bitchy girl like Mary. From the first day I saw you, I decided to wake up early very morning just meet you”
Tears fulfill Amie’s eyes, she cried. She couldn’t believe that Alex was doing the same thing as she did. She slaps herself hardly to ensure that all of that was not a dream that never come true. “SLAP!!!”… THIS WAS NOT A DREAM!!!
“What’re you slapping yourself!?” asked Alex nervously.
“Nothing...just..”
“OK…I was really happy when I saw you in the following days. I just want to see you every seconds that I could because I…. FALL… IN.. LOVE……….. WITH …YOU! ! I myself also can’t believe that why I was always paying attention to you. You’re just a very normal girl. But, when I know that you are listening to ‘Someone’s watching over you’, I was sure that you are that one who I like.”
“Because we are both watching each other all the time.” they said together.
They finally hug each other. Alex, the one who Amie always watching at. Amie, the one who always Alex watching at. The Lover that watch over one another at the time. Is there someone’s watching over you?
To Be Continue
Labels: Love Story
Someone’s Watching Over You(Part 2)
Amie’s heart was broken. She never thought that Alex would do that to her. All this girl wanted is just to look at him every morning at the corner of a place. This could be the most beautiful thing to her. After that, Amie slowly walked back to her class, trying to act like nothing had happen. But actually her heart is seriously got hurts.
That night, Amie sat in front her PC like a mental –problem girl. What she did was just looking to the wall. Keep thinking why she was the one who suffered all these. Later, this silly girl started to move the PC mouse and look into her music gallery to play some songs. She kept searching for songs, but all the songs she could find were some song like, ‘ Womanizer’, ‘Single Ladies(Put a ring on it)’and others pop- songs. Do you think that a heart-broken girl could listen to these songs at this moment? I think no. Next, she suddenly found a song, “Someone’s Watching over You”. She thought that that’s an old song by Hilary Duff. Without thinking so much, she played the song. Don’t know why, she just felt comfort listening to the song. While listening, she thought about Alex. She watched him walking her school every morning. Just only this made her felt so happy. But why ALEX felt disgusted when he saw her? WHY WHY WHY? She had no idea. Tears dropped from her eyes.
She repeats listening to the melody of the song and slowly fell into deep sleep. She set the song as her mobile ring tone. Since that day, Amie never dare to stand at the corridor and watched Alex again. She very afraid to see “Alex’s disgust face” because of her. As a result, she was jeered by the bitchy Mary.
“OoH! Isn’t this the Amie who Alex feel disgust to see?? HOHO!!!”
Mary did this to Amie everyday.
“Doesn’t she feel bored doing this everyday?! SHIT! She’s so annoying!!” Amie thought in her heart.
Days passed, Amie never saw Alex again since that day. Did he hate her? She never knows the answer. She wrote all her feelings inside her diary. One day,
“Mum, I’m back...”
“Oh! Amie welcome home! How is your day?”
“Nothing”
“Is It? Did you see Alex today?”
“WHAT?? MUM!!! How did you know about Alex?!”
“OH Dear, I read your diary.”
“MUM!!! You break my privacy!!”
“I’m sorry dear. I did that because you are like a "death fish" these few days!! You don’t talk and looked very "down"!! I’m so worry about you!! So I found your diary and read it.”
“(Sigh)… But…”
“ I know all about Alex., If you like him, then go and ‘chase’ him! What the hell are you doing now! Do something to catch his attention!”
“ But it looks like he like The bitchy Mary! Who will fall in love with me ?”
“ Dear, not all the things go like how you think. You can make a change if you try. Nah! The school will organize a mini-funfair this Sunday. You better don’t miss up your chance!”
After that, Amie went back to her room and lied on the bed. Thinking about what her mum had said. She doesn’t know what to do next. The day came. The school was full of students and also students from other schools. She dressed as usual, straight hair, white T-shirt and a long-flower skirt with her big glasses on her eyes. Other people all dressed fashionable. Mary wore a sexy mini skirts and seen like wanted to confess to Alex. Amie was alone. No one even care about her.
Suddenly, she saw ALEX! The one who she liked! What can this poor little girl do at the moment?! Finally, Amie decided to walk toward Alex and tell him how she felt about him. At the same times, her phone rang. “Someone’s watching over you” began to play. It’s her mum calling. She heard some sounds…
“Ergh… Who is still listening to this old song!”
“GOD! ‘Gross’…”
People started to notice it was Amie’s phone. Amie felt disgraced. NO! Alex was just in front of her! When Amie looked to Alex’s direction, the disgust face appeared again…
“No… This is not what I want… I don’t wanna do this anymore!!!” Amie said disappointed.
Labels: Love Story
Someone’s Watching Over You(Part 1)
“ I always Love the song, “Someone’s Watching Over You” by Hilary Duff. The reason is not because of the lyrics but just the title of the song. It is because it suits my situation now…”
Amie is just a very innocence girl just you can imagine. The type of girl who wears big glasses and so damn quiet which spotlight will never be on her. She could not tell anyone her secret or talk to someone. It is because that everyone rejects her.
“HI! Quiet Girl Who Nobody Will Care About!” This is how people in her school and her class called her.
She never bothers about all this. She knew this is her life. No one will like her and love her. She knows all that. Although she knew all this, she still fell in love with a guy. This guy is called Alex. How the quiet Amie knew this cute guy’s name? She heard that from one of her B*tchy classmates, Mary.
Mary is also another b*tchy girl in Amie’s high school. She is the The school’s voted prettiest girl. Just because of this, she became so show-off that Amie always scold her inside her heart, “ Bitchy Mary! I hope you sucks a lots!! &!#$%^…”
Alex isn't studying the same school with Amie. He is studying in the XXX school nearby. He has to cross Amie's school to reach his own school. Amie would always stand at the corridor and watching him. She never notice Alex before he heard from the bitchy Mary. The first time that Amie saw Alex, she felt that she got a feeling on this cute guy.
Don’t know from what time, She started to wake up very very early every morning just to rush to the school and watched Alex.. She had caught the time that Alex would cross her school. She would put all her heavy books on her dirty table which was done by her classmates and quickly rushing the corridor which she could see Alex. There is nothing that will affect Amie so damn much before but Alex. Amie also couldn’t believe that herself fall in love with Alex. She just felt a strong connection between them. STOP HERE! Notes: Amie have never talks to Alex before. She is just a silly girl who always watches over him.
This morning really early at 5.30am and begun to prepare for everything, eat a piece of buttermilk bread and quickly rushed to the school. At 6.30am, that’s the time that Alex would pass-by Amie’s school ever morning. She was so excited about that! She arrived the school at 6.27am. After putting all her books-stuffs on her dirty table, she ran faster any athlete. Everyone was looking at this stupid girl who ran in the corridor. It’s 6.29am! Amie reached the place which she could see Alex walking!! As she wished, She watched Alex crossing her school. She was looking at his eyes, his sexy mouth, his muscular body, she could not close her eyes just for ½ half second ‘because she wanna enjoy the time that she could watch Alex.
In a blink of eye, Alex turned his head and looked to the direction of Amie.
“ Is he looking at me?! OMG!” screamed Amie inside her deep heart where nobody could ever hear.
But Unfortunately the answer is NO. The B*tchy Mary who wasbeside Amie was waving to him.
“ YO!! I love you ALEX~ WHOA!!!” shouted the Mary.
“ It’s you again. GOD!! Can you please just disappear for one day!!!” again a scream in Amie’s heart.
Alex was smiling at first but he eventually turned his face in disgust after he looked over Amie’s direction with Mary beside her. Amie’s heart was just like cut by thousands of knife. Alex felt disgust when he saw her. Without a second, Amie’s eyes were full of drops of tears.
“A-HA! Alex feels disgust after seeing you!! He feels happy to see me not you!! Do you think you can be like the Cinderella with a Prince who will like you? HOHOHOHOHO!!! POOY YOU LITTLE AMIE… This will never happen to you!!!” said the slutty Mary.
Will Be Continue...
Correct by: SJJ
Labels: Love Story